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to check in [Nov. 6th, 2006|10:48 am]
just letting everyone know I'm still alive...

I've just been busy lately with some stuff...

ummm...some updates on me are...

I'm now a cashier at giant and assistant in the floral dept.

I make 6.25 and hour woohoo for me. isn't that just peachy?

Oh yes and I'm going to AUSA in a few weeks even though I'll have to pay at the door b/c I've been a dumb ass about spending money lately.

I'm still unbareably single but I have a few options open right now...

and I'm still really really lazy...

I had to stay home today to finish my long ass speech about eating disorders for english since I won't ever have time tomorrow since the spare time I get from it being a day off will probably go to me sleeping or just being apathetic and not wanting to do anything like I've been all weekend...and then at night I'm like fuck...I have that speech to do...

I'm probably gonna fail b/c I hate public speeking and I'm horrible at it...
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I wish I was you [Oct. 8th, 2006|09:31 pm]
[Current Location |whatever]
[mood | dunno what to think]
[music |the fallen - franz ferdinand]

ok ok before I say anything I want to say what my little brother just told me...

so I'm sitting here in my stepdad's office and Ryan's like messing with all the blank cds so I was like "if I were you I wouldn't be touching those..." And he was like "I wish I was you so I could be bad!" haha I have no idea why he said that...

so yes on the topic of last night...which is why I was so tired today and laid down for like 2-3 hours after work...

Last night Arash and me went to go see a movie and get something to eat at Arundel Mills. We went to see Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2...the 12:20 am viewing...My mom was really chill about it too, like I called her at 10 saying how I really wanted to go and she was like well then it should be done by two so just call me on your way home...so yes we went to eat at TGIFs first and it was a lot of fun. It was kind of like a date but an unofficial one...then in the movies we almost didn't get a seat together but when we walked out the manager was there and told us to go to another room b/c he was playing it somewhere else too since people were complaining about it I guess...So we got our picks of seats and of course we sat close to the back...like one row from the back so we had it to ourselves...it was kind of awkward because I felt like the people in back of me were kinda like staring at us when we like cuddled and shit...haha...the movie was so gross and fucked up...I was like wtf? And Arash was laughing and saying shit like "He got her good"...but that's kind of expected from someone like him...I closed my eyes half the time so I wouldn't be able to tell you how the killing scenes were...I was like "AAAHHH" it was so disgusting...but I felt kind of bad for Leatherface...since he was mostly understood and shit and how he was raised...

After the movie we found an ipod in the theater...of course we just took it...it had a lot of rap on it. I was like dude I love this song and then he was like "you and your edward music" haha and then he called me an edward like 50 times but he was just joking around and trying to be cheeky or whatever...*sigh* it took us a half hour to leave the parking lot b/c we'd be joking around and talking, then when we were driving back everything was really quiet...we hung around a bit before I acctually went home...it took us forever to finally be like bye...

He got me a huge ass bottle of X-rated Vodka...but I was afraid to take it inside the house so he's holding it for me until this weekend or whenever we hang out again and then I'm letting Bre hold it for me...she's actually like "I kind of miss hanging around them now" which kind of makes me glad b/c I felt like the only one actually still hanging out...if that makes sense...so she said to hit her up next time they're gonna be chillin...at least I guess if Arash is gonna come I'll be like bring Nima and Bre will come too or something like that...I did take the card with me that he got. It has a sticker that says It's my birthday wanna spank me? On it...haha I have to find a place to display all my lovely b-day cards and make my rents feel bad since noone got me one...

well I feel like I wrote a lot...

hopefully I'll keep at it...even though I do like writing in my old fashioned journal...

La

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Atlanta and Sweet 16 [Sep. 26th, 2006|08:53 pm]

Yeah so atlanta was kick ass. Anime Weekend Atlanta is a really cool con...even though I went to basically no panels save the venture brothers one for obvious reasons...but the dealer's room was pretty nice. They didn't fill it up, but it still had the basics.

I got to see Mike S. again! I was so happy. He instantly remembered me, I didn't have to say a word. It was pretty sweet. I gave him a hug like 5 times. I even mentioned that I saw flesh for the beast. It was so adorable. He got all embarassed and was like "How? Why did you see that horrible movie!" Haha A lot of people don't know he was in it I guess and I don't think he wants people to know. But it was still funny to ask him about it. He's also a big FLCL fanboy, this I found out at his panel. 

Hanging out with Enrique was lots of fun too. He took us to dinner two nights in a row xD That was so nice of him to do, cause I know the bill was expensive. I tried really hard to pick cheap things to eat and I felt bad when I never finished...;; The first night me, bre, enrique, and his friend Keith all went back to their hotel room after dinner and we drank vodka and cranberry juice cocktails while watching the pimp chronicles...haha and then the second night andrew was there and during the Thai dinner when Enrique went to get something me and bre were like it's enrique's b-day today...we should ask them to sing him happy birthday and do cake. Well the resteraunt didn't do birthdays so we decided to go to Kager's and get a cake. So me and Keith distracted him while he was buying hair gel and we helped him pick out alcohol lol we got smirnoff green apple twists and cranberry twists. Both taste very good btw ;]

So yeah bre and andrew got the cake and I don't know how we did it but we managed to suprise him!! Enrique seemed pretty happy and he said it really cheered him up. I'm glad cause he said he hated celebrating his birthday before...but yeah it was so much fun. The guys had a nerf gun fight for like .53222 seconds too cause we stopped at Toys R Us on the way back. They're all a bunch of little kids ;; We finally figured out that Enrique was 33!!! He looks pretty good for that age...

Well yeah I miss that trip so much. it was hard to leave...I was having so much fun!

I just realized today that my birthday is on monday...ah my sweet 16...that means I'm legal in the state of MD...

yessss

haha

;]

Laura

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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2006|07:00 pm]
[Current Location |pizza pie]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |Icecream - Jefree Star]

Yeah so I hardly write it's so bad...

So yes this sunday I get to see diru...I'm so fucking excited!!

And next thursday I leave for AWA in Atlanta, Georgia. I'm really happy that me and bre get to go...even if it's gonna cost a shit load and we're only getting paid 100 bucks for the whole week. I hardly ever get to go out of state that far...It should be interesting.

But I'm also a little nervous and anxious about the fact that Mike is going to be there too...I haven't talked to him since last Katsu...I hope he remembers me and everything and doesn't be all like "Ew fangirl" on me...that would suck since I've been like professing my love for him to christa everyday since Katsu ended haha and I dunno...I'm afraid that something messed up will happen and I won't think of him the same way...I mean I don't expect anything to happen really.

It's much like the love you have for a celebrity. You know how in tv shows the main character finally meets the celeb of their dreams that they absolutely love and are basically snubbed by them? That's kinda what I'm afraid of...I mean I've already met the dude but that was under different circumstances...And I've changed a lot and I'm sure he has too...I'm afraid I'll fuck it up.

This is also something I'd really like to talk about:  

I've noticed that when I get really close to someone I tend to either lose interest or just simply not want a relationship. It's not that I'm afraid of commitment...I totally want to be all lovey dovey hold hands going to the movies and out to dinner with someone someday. I wouldn't even mind doing it when I'm still in highschool...it's just I don't know. I'm not girlfriend material right now...I like no strings attached. Being free to do what I want, with whoever I choose, and not have to feel guilty if I don't say anything about it. I like being able to go places and being totally without restriction.  

Like when I first dated my first and only bf (I know it's sad) it took us awhile to date. I liked the chase and getting up to that point...but I found that after that I didn't want to be in a relationship anymore. It wasn't that I didn't feel the same way...it was just...I don't know how I felt...And all the drama that came with that relationship made things not even worth it.

This is the part where I say how horrible I am. I seem to lead people on...and I hate doing it. I'm just really nice and I tend to flirt a lot...And then I hurt people...that's how bad it is.

One day I want to get married and be totally dedicated to that special person. One day I won't mind living in a cramped up apartment or a spacious house. And one day I wish that I'll have the best marriage I've ever seen anyone in my family have. 

But right now I just want to test the waters and I don't think I'll date someone for awhile...

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They Say The Devil's Water It Ain't So Sweet... [Sep. 5th, 2006|03:22 pm]
[Current Location |Apple Pie in the Sky]
[mood | it rained today and I got wet]
[music |Way You Walk - Papas Fritas]

Yeah so I haven't written in here much at all lately...even though lots has happened.

But I'll pick up with today b/c I try to stay fresh.

I had Guitar III this morning and a recital which earned compliments from Landers...haha but I'm not suprised since all the girls in his classes get good grades. And me and my partner are the only girls in the class which is a good and bad thing. Bad as in it's all rude boys and good because I have an automatic partner with the other girl. Plus all the dudes basically leave us alone. It's interesting.

So today a boy brought in his electric guitar to use during recital and show to Landers and after all the recitals were done (It's a small class) The last 20 minutes was people jamming out on the electric including Landers who of course sang too. I started to laugh my ass off b/c he thinks he's so good because he plays shows in OC and has albums and stuff. He's really show offy, but it made the class entertaining.

The rest of school was pretty boring. I felt all acomplished b/c I did all my homework and I took some good notes in AP Art History...Now today I just have to do my AP Environmental Science homework...and I think I might have had US History homework as well...and I have to work on more of my Art History assignment...I think I've been doing a pretty good job with keeping up in the beginning and I'm going to actually try harded this time to keep at it.

In news outside of school. I watched Silent Hill and it creeped me out. The worst part for me was the barbed wire janitor dude in the bathroom who was walking around on his hands. Yeah...I still liked the movie though...

well i'm off to talk to juki...

Laura♥

ps. 15 days till AWA-con!!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2006|10:56 am]
Myspace Survey...Tell All!
--Info--
Name::Laura
Nicknames::La, La La, Lucia, Ginchy, Laura loo
Birthplace::B-more
Current Location::SP aka Prep Capitol of MD
Hair Color::Dark Brown
Eye Color::Hazel
Height::dunno
Weight::not telling
Tatoos?::Nope but I want one
Piercings?::Yes but I haven't wore them in a couple years
Overused Phrase::"Like" I can't go through a sentance with out using it
--Your--
Bedtime::Whenever I'm tired
Best Physical Feature::Boobs haha and my hair...a lot of people like both
Most Embarassing Moment::When I called out "MIYA!" in line for MUCC at this random asian who obviously was not him
Most Missed Memory::Katsucon '06 in DC at the Omni...my first stay away con xD
First Thought When You Wake Up::I should go back to bed
Weakness::Cuteness and sweets...I ♥ sweets too much
Best Friends::I have too many
Goal For The Year::Do my best
Greatest Fears::Waking Up Alone, Drowning, Spiders
--This Or That--
Pepsi or Coke...:Coke...but I don't drink soda anymore
McDonalds or Burger King...:Mickey Ds
Hot Tea or Ice Tea...:Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla...:Chocolate
Water or Milk...:Water
Coffee or Hot Chocolate...:Both
Hugs or Kisses...:Kisses
Cats or Dogs...:Cats
Summer or Winter...:Meh. I prefer Fall myself
Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies...:Scary Movies
Love or Money...:Love.
Green Grapes or Purple Grapes...:Green
--Lover--
Perferred Eye Color::No preferance
Perferred Hair Color::No preferance
Short Hair or Long Hair...:No preferance
Perferred Height::Taller than me
Perferred Weight::thin. not too lanky and not too muscly.
Looks or Personality...:Personality
Hot or Cute...:Depends on my mood
Skinny...Muscular...or Fat...:Well toned
--Favs--
Number::18
Food::Anything cute.
Type of Music::Jrock most definitely. But I listen to most things except country.
Candy::Those little japanese chocolate mushroom things at Suncoast...those are so cute and tasty xD
Color::I'm going to quote TMR here...he says it best. "White because you can dye it to any color and Black because you can't dye it anything."
Animal::Unicorns
Drink::Strawberry Daquiri
Body Part on the Opposite Sex::Nape of the neck
Movie::Right now it's Labyrinth. But Brokeback Mountain comes close in second
Past Time::Designing clothes. Playing guitar.
--Have You Ever--
Drank?:Yes
Smoked?:Yes
Been Beaten Up?:No
Bullied Someone?:Yes but only playfully
Skinny Dipped?:Haha Yes. Juki knows about that one.
Played Spin The Bottle or 7 Minutes In Heaven?:No
Toliet Papered Someones House?:No
Played Poker W/ Money?:No
Gone Swimming In A White T-Shirt?:No but I got caught in pouring down rain with one if that counts
Been Tickled So Bad That You Cried?:Yes
Been Tickled So Bad That You Couldnt Talk?:Yes
Like Someone And Not Tell Them How You Felt?:Yes but we've all done that once
Went Camping?:Does in the backyard count??
Used The Restroom On A Tree?:No
Had A Crush On Your Brother/Sister's Friend?:No
Had A Crush On Your Friend's Brother/Sister?:Yes
Walked In The Rain W/out An Umbrella?:All the time
Danced In The Rain?:Any chance I get
Told A Joke And Nobody Thought It was Funny?:ha probably
Been On Stage?:Yes
Worn Clothes Your Mom Didnt Approve Of?:I think so
Been To A Nude Beach?:Nope
Cursed In Church?:Yes
Been Called A Whore/Slut For Kissing Someone?:I don't recall
Burnt Yourself?:Yes
Been Dumped?:Yes
Dumped Someone?:Sord of
Been In Love?:I don't think so
Been Hit On Someone To Old?:Ha all the time
Wanted To Be A Model?:No
Wanted To Be In The Olmpics?:No
Bought Lottery Tickets?:Yes
Made Out In A Car?:Yes
Cried During A Movie?:Yes a lot
Wanted Something You Couldnt Have?:Yes we all do
Made Love On The Beach?:No
Shoplifted?:Yes
Seen Someone Shoplift?:Yes
Hung Up On Someone?:Yes
Yelled At Your Pet?:Yes haha just did that 5 minutes ago
Gotten Seasick?:Nope
Tried To Strip When Drunk?:No
Bought A Thong Cuz The Casier Was Hot?:No
Stalked Someone?:Yes lol but jokingly
Had A Stalker?:Yeah
Played A Prank On Someone And Scared Them?:Yeah
Been Embarrassed By Someone In Your Family?:Yeah
Felt Bad About Eating Meat?:Yeah
Protested?:Yeah
Been To An Island?:No
Ate Cuz You Had Nothing Better To Do?:Yes
Screamed In A Library?:Yes
Made Out W/ A Stranger?:No
Made Out W/ Someone Who Wasnt Single?:I don't know
Wished A Part Of You Was Different?:Yes
Talked To A Complete Stranger?:Yes
Been Sunburned So Bad You Blistered?:No
Kicked A Guy In The Nuts?:Yes
Threw Up In School?:Yes
Recieved A Love Letter That Wasnt Signed?:No
Wore Something You Hated?:Yes
Wore Something To Match Someone?:Yes
Been To A Luau?:No
Cursed Infront Of Your Parents?:Yes
Been On TV?:Yes
Been Outta The Country?:No
Been Honked At While Walking Down The Sidewalk?:Yes all the time
Won A Pool Game?:Yes
Went To A Party Where You Were The Only Sober One?:Yes
Went To School/ Work Drunk?:No
Dieted?:Yes
Had An Eating Disorder?:No
Cheated On Your Other?:No
Been Cheated On?:No
Been Paid To Date Someone?:No
Dated Someone That Was Paid or Dared To Date You?:No
Tanned Topless?:No
Been Strip Searched?:No
Been On A Plane?:No
Been On A Cruise?:No
Been Pantsed In Public?:No
Thrown Your Shoe At Someone?:Yes
Broke Someone's Heart?:Yes
Sung In The Shower?:Yes
Bought Something Way To Expensive?:Yes
Done Something Stupid And Laughed At Yourself?:Yes
Been Walked In On While You Were Dressing?:Yes
Been Walked In On While Showering?:Yes
Ran Out Of A Movie Theater Cuz You Got Scared?:No
Been Kicked Out Of A Mall/ Store?:Does Taco Bell count?
Been Kicked Out Of A GoCart Place Cuz You Wrecked The Go Cart?:No
Been In Detention?:Yes
Feel Off A Roof?:No
Pretended You Were Scared So You Could Cuddle W/ Someone?:Yes
Been In A Wreck?:No
Wrecked So You Wouldnt Hit An Animal?:No
Made Yourself Puck So You Wouldnt Have To Go To School?:No
Threatened Someone W/ A Water Gun?:Yes
Been Shot?:No
Had A Water Gun War?:Yes
Been Arrested?:No
--Randoms--
Regret Something You Did In The Past?:Yes
Country You Wanna Visit::Japan. The UK
Way You Wanna Die::Peacefully in my sleep
Like Thunderstorms?:Yes
Get Along W/ Your Parents?:Somewhat
R U A Health Freak?:No
U Think Ur Attractive?:Sometimes
Do You Believe In Yourself?:Sometimes
Wanna Get Married?:Yes
Wanna Go To College?:Yes
Shower Daily?:Yes
Want Kids?:Not Sure
When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity?:When I feel ready to
Do U Hate Anyone?:Yes
Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue?:Haha I bet I could if I tried
Do You Think You Can Sing?:Yes
Can You Open You Eyes Underwater?:Yes
Eat Whatever And Not Worry?:No
Can You Whistle?:No
Can You Walk In High Heels?:Yes kinda
Do You Sleep W/ The Light On?:Sometimes
Do You Like Super Spicy Foods?:Yeah
Can You Multitask?:Yeah. I play DDR and talk on the phone at the same time a lot
Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue?:Not that talented
Can You Fit In Your Locker?:Never tried
Do You Spit?:Yes
Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke?:Yes
If You Could Wish 4 Anything...What Would You Wish?:For backstage passes to Diru on the 17th
What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear?:Curious, and Heavenly by Victoria Secret
What Kind Of Soap Do You Use?:That Creme Ribbons shit haha it smells good
What's Your Favorite Scent?:Something baking in the oven. I want my house to smell like that when I grow up.
Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could?:I don't think so. Who'd want to stick around and watch everyone leave you behind?
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lately... [Aug. 12th, 2006|01:03 pm]
[Current Location |around]
[mood | blah]
[music |I need a home for my hands and head - seabear]

Lately I've been feeling depressed and I have nothing to do with myself...

Maybe it's because summer is over and I've had something to do all summer and my mom's always been home and now she's going to work and I'm happy for her but now I'm kind of lonely...

I also have been off work a lot and I broke my guitar strings...(I was being an idiot)

But now I'm getting it fixed today so I can vent finally on it...I've had so much build up...
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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2006|10:10 am]
[Current Location |in the office]
[mood | content]
[music |Ridin' - Chamillionare]

So yesterday was pretty fun. Christa and Bre came over and we hung out before walking Christa to work. She looks so cute in the uniform xD lol 

I played my song for Bre on the guitar...I sang too. At first I was nervous but I warmed up as I started to play. She really liked it too, she was like "Fuck! You're gonna sing in the band now!" Now I just have to teach her the song next time she brings her own guitar over. She needs new strings though...

We watched Once Upon a Forest before Christa came over lol xD It was sad...we remembered like everything in the movie...next time I want to watch Ferngully. I just have to find it first. We're always watching little kid movies from when we were younger. 

After walking Christa to work, me and Bre stopped at Altanta Bread Company and I couldn't help myself and I caved and bought a piece of cheesecake for lunch xD So much for a diet...I was really craving something sweet and usually just a small spoonful of the double churned icecream does the trick. But I also had nothing else really to eat except a bowl of cereal that morning and a few pieces of sushi. I didn't eat any dinner though so it's fine...

We had a picnic at the park so Bre could take a fug break but my little brother and his friend were walking back on the way and followed us to the park. So we just ate quick trying to ignore them and then when they forgot something back at the park we turned the corner and ran down another street. Haha it was funny b/c there were people outside looking at us like wtf? Cause we were running and hiding behind a bush for like 5 minutes. But Bre got to ash some and I showed her the house in the neighborhood that I wish I lived in. It's really pretty and I always have dreams about walking down the driveway. It's like really long and leads down to this garage and a garden in the back on the water. I was like "I'm having my tea party there on the water" 

Yeah I keep talking about how I want a little lolita tea party...And everyone has to be all elegant and sip tea and shit. I think it would be fun...lol I'm so wierd.

I finally got around to emailing enrique back and Troy added me on myspace xD I was just like Long Walks...I hope it's him. Everyone is saying it is...lol

well I'm off, my sister is leaving to the beach for 3 days...

ciao

Laura
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Otakon '06 [Aug. 7th, 2006|10:27 pm]
[Current Location |SP baby]
[mood | tired]
[music |The faucet is running]

yeah so Otakon was fucking awesome.

I loved hanging out with all my friends and helping out at the Cine East stand. I got to see the other side of being in the dealers room...

Enrique was really cool to work with and helped me out with no problems if I had a question about something. haha It was fun to get to be better friends with him as well. Even Bre was friends with him by the end of the con...It was totally cool. He brought me a gift and it was a whole bunch of DVDs and some CDs and he was like "I'm sorry I couldn't bring the dir en grey dvds I was gonna burn for you" I was like "No way...this stuff is so cool xD" I even got a free shirt to wear while working there so more people would buy some...He paid me 60 for helping him out on Friday and then me and Bre ended up helping him out on Saturday and on Sunday (I got bored at Tofu and left) I think since me and Bre did a good job we'll be able to help out and work for him in the future if he'll be at a con we're at. xD I can't wait.

I bought a baby doll tee of Dir en grey with all their feet and then I got a wristband too. I bought Cure magazine too...but no new Diru single...They sold out before I could get there...oh well. I'll get it online or at another con.

I got Yoshiki's autograph and gave him this little stick figure drawing I made for him while I was waiting in line xD It was kind of gay looking to me but everyone was like it's so cute!!! And he said it was cute when he looked at it...xD I hope I wrote the Kanji write though...I think so since this girl read it was like "You're sexy" And laughed...so it worked...I also got Nana Kitade's signature. Like twice...But now MUCC...damn...The line was so long when we got there we were like screw it and Bre got in line for Yoshiki instead. Which started at like 2 but people began to line up around 9:30. It was crazy long. But we were one of the last to get in there...I got Bre and Christa to see my sister when they look at him. haha when I get good pics I'll show you and we can compare...

The concert was fun, except for the fact that people were rude and pushed you. The girl next to me was a total bitch and kept looking at me and seeing that I was uncomfortable because I was half on the platform and half on the side and her dumb ass BF was leaning on her and the rail and taking up way more room then he need to be. And them and some other people up front weren't even dancing when Nana Kitade performed and looked all bored. I was like you could at least pretend you like her and aren't here just for MUCC, Seriously...if you do that she'll probably not want to come to the US anymore and it'll give everyone a bad impression. Not just that, any time you're at a concert and are in the front row, you should at least look like you want to be there. Or just move back, b/c it's not fair to other people who came to see them and you're blocking their view and for no reason. 

I hit on another VA. I don't think he was feeling it too well after a while b/c it kinda looked like I was stalking him after his autograph session. I was gonna ask him a question but then he would always talk to somebody and I didn't want to interupt. And then he finally blew me off sord of...haha I was like "That's what I get for going after someone besides Mike" At first I was really pissed but now I'm like meh...I shouldn't have done it so much. Besides I could get him arrested xD I wish I was legal damn it xD 

Enrique was trying to give me tips and shit lol he was like "Trip him and then be like "Oh I'm so sorry are you hurt?" and start to touch him" lmao 

Well I'm off now...that's my report. I'll show pictures of Nana, Yoshiki, and random shit later when I upload them and get some from other people...

ciao

La 
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more as promised [Aug. 1st, 2006|06:36 pm]
I love my mom...Today after my orthodontist appointment we were pulling in the drive way and all the sudden she's like let's go get some sushi...

I think I got her hooked on Yamato...it's a really nice sushi resteraunt...And some of the guys who make the sushi are hot...they were looking at me lol I wish I didn't just throw on such crappy clothes...it's so hot I don't care what I'm wearing...I feel like shit anyway in this heat.

So yes, my little brother tried to eat sushi too. But he only wanted the rice off the sushi and didn't want to eat seaweed so he picked at it until I took it cause he said he didn't want it...haha me and mum don't waste sushi. It's expensive and the best ever xD I love it.

In other news, work was actually decent. Except for the fact that they sent me to Chris later on to help bag. He's so wierd...and I hate how he throws all the shit down the belt and doesn't pay attention to all of it piling up and crushing everything else. It makes the customers pissed and they get mad at me a lot...And he doesn't talk to anybody...
I saw a lot of people's parents in the store...I hate it when I run in to a lot of them...it's wierd too, because they're like oh hi there. And the cashier is like who is that? 

I got another email. So now I know that I'm gonna help out in setting up the Tofu stand on thursday and on friday I'm gonna meet up with Enrique and help him set up around 10. Then I don't know how long I'll be working with him till. He said he only need help on friday and he doesn't want to keep me from enjoying myself. So it shouldn't be long, but I at least wanna work enough that I can earn some extra dough...or a cool new dvd xD

Well I'm off to chat to some peeps...

ciao

L A L A
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Damn that Giant [Aug. 1st, 2006|10:17 am]
[mood | chipper]
[music |Green Day]

God I wish I didn't have to work till 3....

Now I'm gonna miss Passions today and I won't get to see Fancy and Louis play strip pokeresque games while he's studying for exams...xD And I wanna see Miguel beat up Fox...And Gwen die but that will never happen b/c she's like one of the key characters and causes most of the fights...

Yesterday was fun, me and Christa hung out and got in my little kettle pool ha It was hot outside but the sun kept going behind the clouds...oh well...its was still really nice...at least when my brother finally left. He kept saying Christa pushed him but he really only tripped on her foot...

They went to get more info on the house that we might be moving too...But I'm still finishing highschool in the park...but I might have to stay in Arnold during the week and stuff to do it...

Me and Christa planned Otakon out and we have so much shit to go see xD And I'm gonna be helping out a lot more in the dealers room now...

I checked my email and Enrique had emailed me asking for help with his stand b/c it's like two stands and he's by himself. Aww I had to help out...and this way if I do a good job I can probably help out more in the future when necessary...I love making connections...I just hope I'm not un useful...

Well I'm off to go get ready for work now...

buh byes!!! I'll right more later I guess...

ciao 

L A L A

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cutting carbonation out of diet to lose wieght=no ramune=sad face for la [Jul. 30th, 2006|10:04 pm]
[mood | cold]
[music |Play Dead - HIM]

I almost cried like 5 minutes ago b/c I saw Korn Singer in hospital with illness: Tour cancelled.
But then I read on and it was old news and just the european tour...

Today I had sushi for dinner. It was lots of fun.

I did get pissed at my mom for making me walk home...they were off looking at houses for no reason. And now they're talking about moving next year. I guess I'm ok with it b/c they said I'm allowed to finish out my last year of highschool in the same high school. But anyways, when I walked home they weren't back yet so I hid in the basement until they got back and waited until she called a bajilion times and my sister called me from stacey's and was like go upstairs...But my mom already caught on...

We took my brother Ryan to the BWI Park today near the airport. It was cute watching him run around...but a bitch to get him back to the car...he had to get an icecream cone right then and there. And then he took forever to eat it and I kept getting bit by the flies...ouch.

Tommorrow me and Christa are gonna chill in the kettle pool in my backyard...And I might hit the gym with mum...depends on when everything is going down.

Right now me and Kyle are making up asian boyfriend and girlfriends...

I have a cute punk asian named Hikki (haha doesn't fit but I think it's cute) with snake bites and ear piercings...and he has an asian girl who looks like Ayumi Hamasaki but dresses like Nana Kitade named Yumi...lol

Well I'm off

ciao

Laura

(PS) I got another email from Enrique! I'll finally get to check out the Dir en grey dvds xD I'm excited.

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(no subject) [Jul. 27th, 2006|03:10 pm]
[Current Location |Anywhere and Everywhere]
[mood | content]
[music |Cosmic Girl - Jamiroquai]

I was so excited today b/c I thought for sure I gained wieght again b/c I had been ignoring my "don't eat bad things" diet the past 3 days. But I guess since I felt bad and did intense Pump It Up sessions afterwords I guess it paid off. I lost 2 more pounds so that's 2 and a half so far...and I went to eat some cookies but I was like NOPE I'm gonna do good. Even though I was eating a cinnabon...xD I did drink water...I think I'm gonna start doing sit-ups before bed everynight too.

In other news....

Yesterday I went to the mall and hung out with Danni.

She's this cool girl who goes to otakon and she makes her own cosplays and stuff. They're really nice!!!

My mom was a little nervous at first about letting me visit her and spend the night over at her house since I mostly got to know her online. (Hanging out at Otakon is kinda hard since I move like everywhere and I shop like all the time I'm there xD) But when she met the parents they were really nice and she even invited them over sometime before school started and Danni can come stay over for a couple nights too. The family was nice and he sister was too.

She was like "I know this is wierd but I love you're voice...It's so girly and higher pitched unlike mine and a lot of girls I know!" 

And I was like xD "Thanks" 

And then she was like "And she says please and thankyou!!!" haha I couldn't help but be polite...I wanted to make a good impression. 

I did feel alittle homesick...but I always do when I'm over someone's house the first time...I'm like I miss my bed!!!

And my sister texted me saying she missed playing mahjong with me lol She's looking in the pennysavers for kittens now b/c when we were at Danni's they had cats and their one cat Loki was the cutest. I cuddled him a lot it was adorable xD He was a something blue...the really grey cats that look kind like blueish grey velvet....it's so pretty. And he was totally affectionate...he would jump up on Danni's bed and rub all on me...My dog like attacked me when I came home.

I'm home now and I finally got to check up on my myspace xD

Christa sent me this text saying to check her friend Luci's blog b/c it had pictures of Mike. xD I was like I gotta see!!!! I can't wait to see him at Katsucon again ♥ 

It's gonna be especially funny since me and Christa saw his movie and we're gonna wail on him for it...but in a nice friendly way lol

Well I'm off to look for some tabs to play guitar...I haven't played in awhile

Laura aka L A L A
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Hurt that's not supposed to show and tears that fall when no one knows [Jul. 24th, 2006|05:44 pm]
[Current Location |In Gary's Office]
[mood | anxious]
[music |Music - Madonna]

So yes much has happened since I last wrote.

For starters, me and Christa finally got to see the movie Mike Sinterniklaas, aka the guy I will eventually bang, in it. It was a really gross movie and it had some mediocre acting. The cinematography wasn't that great either, it looked like someone used their own home camera and shot it in their house and was like yeah horror movie. There were random zombies and they didn't explain how they got there at all the guy who made it was like "Who needs to explain zombies? They're great" And I was like well it would help...You could also tell a male hade wrote the movie b/c in the middle of the movie the demon girls are dancing around naked for like 15 minutes and rubbing blood on themselves and it had nothing to do with the plot...me and Christa skipped over it xD Mike was looking fine though, his character was one of the last to die too. And he was obsessed with making a buck lol

The next few days went by fine, I've been trying to lose wieght and cut out some bad foods (I snack too much) I only want to drop maybe 5-6 pounds, I gained a little wieght from sitting around all day and when I went to the beach...

I also saw Alex again. It was so awkward this time...I was bagging his groceries. I didn't notice he was in line until I looked up after putting my bagging shit down at Ms.Bessie's line (The only other person was my manager nearby and we can't bag for them) I didn't want to go there anyway but she was there long and if I skipped over her to go somewhere else I'd feel bad b/c I'm her favorite even though I hate bagging there...well anyway I look up and he's staring at me like wtf are you doing? And Ms.Bessie is talking to me and shit so I try to smile when she asks me when I'm off. I avoid looking his way and it's obvious I'm nervous again. I hate that. So I bag his two items, he was obviously trying to avoid me when I was by the express line. It also happened to be that he was buying a pack of condoms. That's just a little awkward. Haha I was laughing with my friend b/c she told me it was wishful thinking. He just kind looked nervous at me and didn't say anything when he picked up his bag and bolted.

I was just like great...just go away back to your college already so I don't have to see your face anymore...

Other than that incident my weekend was fun. I went for a picnic with Laura today and we talked a lot. I was busy gushing about how excited I was for Otakon and how much stuff I had to do this year. Like every month I've had something big, like this month Otakon, September is the Diru concert, October I turn 16 and in November I have AUSA. I can't wait...this year is gonna kick ass and when I turn 16 I'm gonna be able to work in starbucks and get more hours and more $$$$$$ for spending...I hope I can go on the cleveland trip again too...

well ciao

Laura ♥
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the no money dream and how It's probably gonna be true [Jul. 19th, 2006|11:22 am]
[Current Location |in despair]
[mood | frustrated]
[music |Heaven - J - His voice is so sexy!!!]

Last night I had a bad dream.

I went to Otakon with one of my  Bre and I had like no money. I know that sounds dumb, but this year I'm supposed to have money with my job and everything but the con and the beach were so close together and then the carnival came...I just need to learn how to organize.

So in the dream I had like 100 and when you're at the biggest con on the east coast, that money goes fast...and I was freaking out and Bre's mom came and was like we're leaving at ten. So we freaked out again b/c we were missing the rave...it was odd.

I told my mom and she was like you should have saved your money...Because I really have like no time to save up...I have 3 paychecks till then and I still need to pay my cell bill...grrr...oh well

maybe if I do volunteer at the Tofu stand I'll spend less money b/c I'll be working for a couple hours...and I could ask my dad for some money...I need a better job

ciao

Laura

btw. everyone pick up the Cartel cd...it's good
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(no subject) [Jul. 18th, 2006|03:44 pm]
[Current Location |on earth]
[mood | content]
[music |Wicked Game (666 Remix) - HIM]

Is it just me, or is it really hot today?!

I come out after work and I'm like burning up after five minutes...but it's perfect for crabs xD Me and my mom ordered 3 dozen regular and we're going to get them at 5-5:30!!!! I can't wait...I've been craving them lately...

Last night me and Max chilled at my house and watched Grandma's Boy. Which was ok...the drug dealer was funny. They all smoked pot like all day and his grandma and her roommates find it and think it's tea so they drink it and get high. And the drug dealer bought a monkey and taught it tae kwon do...We watched the unrated version so there was some gross stuff...but I liked it. The programmer was funny too. He talked in a robot voice to himself....

I finally finished my first fan music video...lol The computer kept freezing before I could save so it's not that great b/c I had to start over a lot...but it's ok...

here's the link - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxbcClUXYmY

it was a good song...

I'm off to shower and stuff...

ciao

Laura
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(no subject) [Jul. 17th, 2006|05:14 pm]
[Current Location |in there]
[mood |creative]
[music |Space Cowboy]

So yesterday was probably the worst. At least the morning.

I slept over Christa's for her sweet 16th which was totally awesome by the way. There was a mini rave and the girls spent the night including me.

So on with my story, I had to wake up at 6:45 am so I could be ready for my mom to get me at 7:20 so I could get ready and go to work. I had to be there at 8. Now why they would need help bagging at 8 in the morning is beyond me but that was what I was scheduled for.

So I get ready on the way in the car...and I complain a lot b/c I'm in the most horrible mood. My mom feels bad b/c I have to miss out on sleeping in and having breakfast with my friends so she gave me some money and said to get starbucks since I was early.

I go into starbucks and order a caramel frapp and sit down.

ten minutes go by and I turn around and he's there ordering.

Alex Parrish. aka the ex.

So immediately I freak out b/c I look like shit and you really don't want to look like shit in front of the ex b/c you want to be like damn I turned out so good with out you...(I haven't seen him for what? a year and a half?)

I finally had to leave starbucks b/c it was nearing time to punch out and he turns around is like "Hi Laura..." And I was like "Er Hi" I felt so awkward and I wished I didn't look so shitty. And then he was like "I'm not pulling a total asshole move if I sat hi to you am I?" If you wouldn't have said anything and just looked and walked off it would have been worse...I should have just told him yes. But instead I just said "No." Because I'm too nice, even when someone's been an asshole. But I guess since I've completely gotten over all that shit from freshman year awhile ago, there was no reason to get angry again.

He started to talk about working at starbucks and eventually left. I think he thought I worked there since I was in there with my uniform and shit. I didn't talk back. I also should have been a bitch b/c he deserved it. I could have been one too since I was in the worst mood ever and he just made my day that much worse...

So yeah, the most impossible thing happened. It was wierd to me...

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Today I might hang out with Max when my mom comes home...I dunno if I'm up to spending the money I get from babysitting or not though b/c I owe Gary 31 bucks for my cellphone bill this month and it's due by thurs...I get paid by then but I dunno...I got Otakon to worry about too...



I'm off then

Laura ♥ 

PS I made a nifty music video and if I can upload it later I'll post it xD It's got a little nudity in it though...not the whole thing...haha it's not porn
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2006|05:12 pm]
[Current Location |in your closet]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |the thunder and the rain outside my window]

Good Bye My Lover - James Blunt
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow
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It's started to storm really bad outside xD So I guess the carnival is a no go today...

In other news, I had an eye doctor appointment. I ordered some prescription Ralph Lauren sunglasses. I couldn't decided for the longest time between those or the Juicy ones. My mom liked the Ralph ones so I picked them out...I can't wait until they come xD My eyes were stable too so I didn't need to change my prescription or anything so that was a good thing too.

We went to eat at Bob Evans for lunch/breakfast. Of course I had to order the sweetest breakfast food they had and I ate too much of it...it made me kinda sick but I was over it in about 20 minutes. I can't help it...Sweets are one of my weaknesses.

Then we went to Target and bought some stuff. We got the James Blunt cd, which is actually pretty good. I love the song Good Bye My Lover. Hence the reason why I posted it...xD Me and Mom were laughing at the fact that his new single is High and his last name is Blunt...lol We think he may have had drug problems in the past b/c his EP is Monkey On My Shoulder and that supposedly means you have drug issues...oh well...it's something I should look up while online tonight...

I've been hanging around the house all day since I got home...ha I watched the Myspace Movie. It was pretty funny. "Her name is Yeeta not Yeti!!" lol 

well I'm off to surf the net some and possibly sign on IM if the computer doesn't kick me off again...

ciao

Laura
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(no subject) [Jul. 11th, 2006|02:39 pm]
So this morning this dude called asking for vivian or dina or something at like 6 in the morning on my cell...I was like you have the wrong number buddy...

He sounded like the same guy who called me several times before asking for a vivian and arguing to me about it for like 5 minutes on whether or not he had the wrong number...only he had a restricted call but now I have his number and being a bitch I'm gonna post it on here...haha : it's 202-492-5301 I don't know who it is but he gets on my nerves calling me...grrrrr

Other than that I'm great...I had crabs last nite and the left over ones today!!! And my mom went to giant and her cashier said I was her favorite bagger...Bessie...she was like She does it right other than the boys...

The carnival was good last night with Christa. We hung out with Max part of the time and ate food. I bought Max a sandwich b/c he had no money and I ran into a lot of my sister's friends and annoying 8th graders...I can't believe all them will be in highschool next year...grr...but I only have 2 to go so it's all good...

well I'm off

ciao

Laura
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everyday I'm hustlin' [Jul. 10th, 2006|05:46 pm]
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So I got back from the beach and found this on my myspace comments!!! Thanks Christa. ♥
Lately I've been kinda having doubts about it ever happening...like he knows I like him and stuff...and we hit it off at Katsucon...but I dunno if he'll remember me...he should b/c I mean he has a picture of my butt when he signed my pants on his phone...But I dunno...I haven't talked to him since the last day of Katsu way back in February...he did kiss me and christa though...not on the lips or anything though damn...he is fine though...we became pretty good friends and stuff for those two days we hung out...but then I never talked to him afterward...I didn't ask for his email...XD

It's gonna be interesting when I get to the next Katsucon...but that's not until February :0

In other happenings...The beach was nice...I got a little color so I'm not a whitey anymore...laying in the sun was so nice...I almost fell asleep out there...

My only complaint were the sales people in the shops on the boardwalk...they're too pushy...and no matter what you pick out...it could be the smallest or the ugliest thing on you when you try it on and they'll be like you look so sexy!! Buy it!!!! And they never leave you alone...as soon as you touch something they ask you your size....sheesh...I managed to find a few good stores off the boardwalk...they were cheaper too...

I'm off to the carnival tonight...

ciao

L A L A

((PS)) When I was listening to dir en grey a few minutes ago I felt so wierd...like whoa I'm actually going to be seeing them for real now!!! I'm so stoked about the show.
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